Let me free my mind of some thoughts that are swirling around my busy little head.
I have recently gotten in the habit of watching Maury during the kids nap time. "You ARE the father!" It's like a complete train wreck of a show. It's so awful but you can't help but watch.I am convinced, once again, that I am totally uneasy with change. Big change, little change...doesn't matter. I am comfy in my own little world going along as it did the day before, and the day before that, and the day before that.We are going through some change in my house. I really need a vacation. I am going to PA in approximately two weeks and will be attending a wedding. Remember when I spring cleaned my closet? Remember that I only had dresses from 15 years ago? What am I going to do about a dress?!?!?! I wish I had a stylist that would do my clothing shopping for me. I hate shopping.Going to PA doesn't count as a "vacation." The past few days I am convinced my kids are trying to kill me. When does the whining end? I think it's a great day for a reality check.Last night I went to see a child psychologist speak to my mom's group. She is amazing. I could have listened to her for hours. Check out her website here. She wrote a book that I am reading here. Good, good stuff. I had an "aha" moment the other day. I am an emotional eater. Anytime I feel overwhelmed, I eat. Anytime I feel angry, I eat. Anytime I feel depressed, I eat. I really want some ice cream. I am going to start to track my eating using the weight watchers point system. Not cause I need to lose weight, but because I need to have structure.I can't believe Oprah is going off the air. I've been watching her forever! *tear*Okey dokie. I feel better...I just need to convince myself not to eat that ice cream bar in the freezer.
Y'all have a good day.
3 comments:
Mod Cloth- great dresses, reasonably priced. Boden warehouse sale isn't in PA again until the fall! Good luck shopping and safe travels to PA!
Dear T-love,
Remember all the times we've shopped together & how I've tried to encourage you to "buy" the dress we just saw!?? OR the advice I gave you to go shopping for at least "1" basic dressy dress so you'll have something when the occasion arises.......
well, I guess the occasion has risen & now, all I can say is,
"I TOLD YOU SO"...... ;}
(heehee)
T-love,
regarding everything else you wrote about.....YOU are a GREAT MOMMY!!!!! You just need some fresh "tools" to help you handle the challenges of parenting & instead of repeating the same patterns over & over with no result...YOU have taken steps to learn fresh ways & for that I COMMEND YOU!!!! Give yourself a hug for me.....I LUV U
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