I'm counting to 10.
Okay, I think I might feel a bit better now.
Can I just vent for a second? Wait, why am I asking that question? Of course I can. Last time I checked it was my blog and that's one of the reasons that I started this darn thing. To vent. So here I go.
I am having one of those days. You know the type. The ones that you have beaten down to a bloody pulp. The ones where you think you would rather pull out each one of the hairs on your head. One by one. The ones that you feel compelled to drink. Heavily. And you want to do this all before breakfast. Yeah. One of those days.
So, Kaiden woke up again covered in his own throw up. For over a week now he has been fighting a stomach bug, complete with some of the nastiest diapers you will ever see in your life. Also, a few nights he has thrown up in his crib, but hasn't cried about it. So, I have gone in to get him in the morning and there is vomit all over him and the bed. Yuck. But despite all that, he hasn't been in too bad of a mood and hasn't seemed to be feeling yucky other than not being able to keep his food down.
Until today. He has been crabbier then EVER! I even tried to venture outside with him thinking it would get his mind off of being crabby, only to head back home after a melt down in front of everyone. I just don't have the energy to deal with that today, so I packed us up after 30 minutes of being out and headed home.
So, while I am blessed with a napping toddler right now, and a chance to finally put my feet up and rest, I am anxiously awaiting our doctors appointment this afternoon. Cause after a week with a case of the "bug" I feel like he should be getting better by now. But, until bedtime I am going to breath. Deep breaths. And hope that I make it through this day.